Currently 16 going 17 July 11th, 1992 TPJCian Ex-Queenstownian Ex-Fairsian Elemental Muse
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6:03 PM The Sun's shining bright.
Taking over the darkness of the night. The Clouds floating with pride. Away with worries from your mind. The Storm's Cleared. Leaving no trouble insight. So Cheer up my friend! And I will bring you Far away... Far away from any disturbance. Far away from any one's reach. Far away from stress and worries. And To the Peace of the Country. Friday, March 28, 20087:45 PM And I'm Wet. Helpless and alone. Can I not be an optimist and say it's okay? I need to speak up. Can you, 1903, leave us, the Graduating classes alone?! I'm not an Octopus. Even so, Can I have an extra brain? For easy memorizing. Can I have an extra limb? So I can do things faster. Can I have an extra hour? So I can catch up with school work. I'm asking for the impossible and that I know.
Take all Happiness away from me. Flood my thoughts with worries. Stab me in the Heart. Kill me for all you want, Queenstown 03. Wednesday, March 26, 20081:21 AM Times have changed. One will not bother about their Children's Welfare, leaving them alone without skills nor help, to rot and die. Friends betrays one another,
as if it's the World's Best thing to do. Kindness misunderstood. Thoughtfulness misinterpreted. Everything that seems beautiful in the past, is presently gone. Acts of selfcenteredness destroys them all. Relationships damaged. Families breaks silently in time. Everything happened so quietly without anyone knowing. People're suffering from emotional pain. Crying for spiritual and emotional help, to fill the emptiness in them. Have God heard their Cries? Sunday, March 23, 20088:11 PM This post consists of contents that may be offensive to some people. Contents such as Names have been censored to protect one's rights. Parental Guidance adviced. QUEST SUCKS! Sports day this year = Total Boredom! Commonwealth's last and I can see why. Teachers used the wrong approach to make students cheer? Force isn't the only way to get things going! Wonder why Mr L still insisted that this sports day's a success... Maybe because he won many teachers in the Teacher's race or something. Enough of Quest. Music lesson at CGS's so amusing today! =P Started off doing those Haydn's Symphony 104. YOU KNOW I HATE TO DISSECT A SONG! But nearing the end of the lesson... Miss S (music teacher) said something quite interesting. Miss S, "there're 12 London Symphonies so i shall..." (starts counting attendance) Class, "Oh no...." Miss S, "But there are 14 of you..." Tab, "I shall do symphony 1!" Miss S, "It's the last 12!" Tab, "ohh.." Miss S, "let me sort it out first alright..." (turn back to sort the symphonies) Miss S, "Alright so all the girls will do the 12 symphonies then the 2 boys will do Oratorio, the Seasons and The Creation." Ben, "HUH! I wanna do Haydn Symphony!" Miss S," so i will put it as a first-come-first-serve basis." (Girls starts shouting the Symphony number that they wanna research on.) Me, "I WANNA DO HAYDN SYMPHONY 105!" Class and Miss S, "..." Me, "I wanna do Haydn's Symphony 105..." ... after quite some time... Miss S, "Alright, let me read out to double check who is doing what okay." (Reads out the list) Me, "Then Nel leh!" Miss S, "I will erm.. Talk to him personally and.." Ben, "Can I let Nel do The Creation and I talk to Nel myself?" Miss S, "no i will talk to Nel personally and you all will do IT." (Ben started laughing) Ben, "Miss S says that she will talk to nel personally and ask him to DO IT and we all can also find her personally and DO IT." Me, "umm.. umm... WHAT?!" Ben, "Miss S says that she will talk to nel personally and ask him to DO IT and we all can also find her personally and DO IT luh!." Miss S, "Hmph! Ben, don't think I didn't hear it okay! We Crescentians have sharp ears right girls?" Me, "...gasp..." Ben, "yes do IT." Me, "hahaha!!!" Class, "HUH! Laugh for what?!" We got so bored of it after that.. I just couldn't stop laughing! Haha!! ...After quite some time... Miss S, "Okay I'm done for today. Go home go home!" (I read the CGSSB board) *I cannot really remember so I shall just write what i remember. St. Andrew's Band Concert Esplanade $15 For those who are interested to go, tell HW (a girl whom I have no idea who she is). Ben added some stuff later after being so engrossed with the doing IT idea. And it looked like this. St Andrew's band concert Esplanade $15 For those who are interested to go, tell HW Fuck you. Me, "OMG!! HAHAHA!!!" Class, "???" (stares at me) Me, "Ehh... Look there!" (Point at the board) Class, "..." Spoke to Miss S about the duet and Mid year practical exam. Darn I've no duet partner and she didn't say that there's duet for Mid Year! DX Opens the door and Ms L enters. Me, "Whoops!..." (hold my laughter; Ben stared at me) Me, "Miss L's CGSSB's Teacher in-charge! What if she sees it." Ben, "OMG!!! RUN!" Me, "No. We just walk briskly as if nothing happened." How amusing! =P Wednesday, March 19, 20089:41 PM Oh why must time change? How did a retard, become a scholar?
Why would a top student then, become the weakest now. When will time change again? What caused things to take place? Who caused things to change? Where is the person who causes all this changes? People whom you thought can't study, scored well. Sometimes better then those who seems to mug all the time. Have you ever wondered why some are just simply smart enough to not study and yet scored many 'A's when you can't? Discouraged? Please don't. That's not my purpose here. Sometimes, things would just require us to be an optimist. Look at things positively! If God created all things on Earth, including the human brain that inturn too created many things, he'd be a genius arn't he? Flowers Bloom, Sprouts grow. Eagles soaring high into the skies, Mountains as high as the Moon. The complex eco-system, the undescribable solar-system. The complicated marine-life, and the rest of the Wonders of the World. Yes, we must study hard. But not to beat the creator of the World. We study to gain as much knowledge as we possibly could, to help God make his creations more beautiful. So now, if you're thinking that you'd knew a lot of things, think again. There's one up there who knows much much more! Study to get good grades. Grades that are not used to show-off, but to be used as a stepping-stone to help one achieve their goal, to make the World a better place for us to live in. Monday, March 17, 20088:09 PM Wet or Dry? You'd make the choice!
One can't change weather. But one can change the fact of being wet or dry! How? Take the trouble, bring along an umbrella! Not being afraid of extra burdens on your back, and use it when the rain comes! Most of the time, the storm can be like problems in Life. It requires a chain of preperation over some time. So why not, just start now! Before one starts regretting when they come face-to-face with those problems! Vonne, JIAYOUs for grade 8 tomorrow! Will be supporting you in every way EXCEPT physically. Hope you don't mind! =D Tell yourself that, YOU WILL PASS! Loves. Wednesday, March 12, 20088:39 PM Can I do it? Can I can I? The opponents are all too strong for me! Will I lose?? Ga-Garisan!! Will I lose? Will I will I? Will the rest be proud for me if I win? Will they or will they not? What if I lost? What will I do? What will THEY do?! SERDIA!! Oh gosh! Oh gosh! What now. WHAT NOW?!?! I think I will lose.. They are all too Stong! TOO STRONG FOR ME!! The second's ticking away. Sharks! I'm gonna lose. *BOOM!* (Start) Oh no! They had a headstart. What am I gonna do?! What will they think of me? What What What?! The road's still long.. I think i still stand some chances... What are the rest doing.. Are they cheering for me? I hear nothing!! Crap I'm all alone now. Just why am I here! I told them that I CAN'T RUN! What am I going to do later? Sharks I shouldn't think of this.. Will I run off the tracks?! I think I did. Will I be disqualified?! What if I got disqualified. I DON'T WANNA BE THE LAST! I think I already am. WHAT CAN I DO?!?! I am. Last. Let them win shall I? Or shall I just finish it? What will my friends say? I've no face to see them. I DON'T KNOW!! That's it. The last metre. How will this person end the race? Will he say, "Thank God It's over.", OR will he say, "Shit I knew I'd lose."? Life is like a race. It'll be over in a blink of an eye. Will life be like that? Filled with distractions from around us? Or will it have just one aim, one target, and one goal. This person had a bad-start. Or rather, he lost the race before he even started. Life challenges not only your physical strength, but also your mentality. It's a race that all must run. Your success lies on how will you run this race. It's an intellectual race. How will you run? How will you score. Friday, March 7, 200812:15 AM It's amazing how the God created the circle of life. All the wonderful eco-system, reproductive systems in every living organism, the water-cycle, etc. He creates the warm and welcoming Sunshine. He too creates the dark and cold storms of the night. Isn't it beautiful to experience life from every angle? Heaven seems to be able to read everyones' mind. Weather patterns changes to imitate one's feelings giving it a visual appeal and sometimes causes it to worsen. Just why is the weather so cruel to watch one's sorrows and then worsen it? No one, alive, can answer this question. But some other times, Heaven does wonders. It changes storms into Sunshine, and nightmares into fantasy. The dark into light, and emptiness into happiness. It gives hope to anyone who are feeling down, a faint pat on their shoulders saying "it's okay". One may feel that they are not alone but surrounded by a strong, comforting energy. Cheer up! Stay optimistic! Be thankful for everything you can see for they will one day be history. Let's us all enjoy what's left for us since the beginning of Global Warming and not destroy nature that quickly again. Even if it's the end, Heaven will still show it's comforting messages and whoever who receives it will appreciate what's around them. Look out for Nature's news. You may be shocked by what it will say! =D Thursday, March 6, 20087:58 PM Can't believe the class that I'm in can go till the extend of causing a teacher to burst into tears and stomp out of class. Those friendly souls, helpful fellows, soft-spoken dudes, innocent-looking kids... They can all turn chaotic in less then a spilt second. Even I too can't help it but to keep laughing. Wonder if it's right to... A pinch of all kinds of feelings flowed into my heart. Fun, Guilt, Shame, Arrogance... Darkness seems to have took over me. I can't express my anger but to laugh. Some would say that it's fun, but others will say "it's an utter disgrace!". I'd not want to side any side but to stay as an "outsider" to the case, washing my hands off this matter and pretend that I didn't know anything. Why? I don't want to be dragged into unnecessary trouble! I know how the students feel because I'm a student myself. But i too know how the teacher felt, to be bullied by more then 30, helpless and alone. It's her job to teach, yes. To lecture students for their mis-behaviour, no. As a chinese student who have successfully transfered to another class for chinese lesson, hoping for a better education standards, I felt a sense of relieve and a little thankful. As a Higher-Chinese class drop-out, all I want is an A1 for Chinese, and not fun that only lasted 1 or 2 periods a day. I've never regretted, yet, on the decision that I've made then to opt out of my class for Chinese. So if there's any 4C classmates reading this, I'd just want to say that, I'M THANKFUL FOR NOT BEING IN THIS CLASS FOR CHINESE! =D Tuesday, March 4, 200810:57 PM A Picture Speaks a Thousand Words. Today's a SUPER NICE DAY!! =D Okay, not really nice in the morning but still, it's a day worth remembering! AS OF MARCH 1st, 2008, I'm NO LONGER A "CREW LEADER"! The rank "Troop Leader" means I can put down most of my responsibilities in Scouting and concentrate on my "O"s!! But it also means that the sec 3s'08 will DIE!!! Die in politics!! Okay I'm evil for once... =) Now i truely understand what it takes to be a leader in 03. I've wronged my seniors for 2 WHOLE YEARS!! Then I came to realise my mistakes too late. But now, it's all OVER!! A sign of relief. At long last, I can breathe normally without restrictions! And that will be 5 DAYS OF SILENCE!! I will be able to survive through this 5 days with ease like I always do. It's just that this time, I simply doesn't have the confidence to do so. I promise I will concentrate more on my studies okay. =) Loves. Saturday, March 1, 2008ISA TSD Practical MYE Assessment'o9 TPJChoir
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