 Currently 16 going 17 July 11th, 1992 TPJCian Ex-Queenstownian Ex-Fairsian Elemental Muse
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9:04 PM  A broken bridge between heaven and hell I stood uncertain Fears gripped me tight when certain death stole my sight Equal temptations from either side held my strength less hand Cold sweat dripped down my forehead as the torture took a toll. Hell took me, welcomed me, and accepted me Satisfaction roamed my heart just when it started Till the day when I truly experienced what it's like I cried when I saw the others enjoying their lives. Internal peace was all that I want but a battle was starting, deep down in my heart. In the "House of God" I found myself one day Calmness was seen to be with me before everyone's arrival Then when everyone occupy their time with their own work I found a quiet spot amidst the busy workplace. Their joy caused me sorrows; their laughters made me wonder. What's the unexplainable feeling of forcing oneself to love when one doesn't feel like it?! My body found physical solemnity in this empty room But my soul was tired. Tired of the war of confusion. Hell took me, welcomed me, and accepted me Satisfaction roamed my heart and i loved it so much Till the day when I truly experienced what it's like I wondered who's the "God" they are calling out to Internal peace was all that I want and I can't afford to give a darn to everything else. It's amusing why I walked out towards them let them see how pale I was when I was tired of them "Shut up!" my heart shouted and they said, "let's pray." I could see that their "God"'s seeking a prey. "God's" soldiers of counsellors packed me with never-ending love I saw that it was all out of good will - all from "Him" But what the hell is all this for?! I just can't bring myself to even believe his existence! WHO is this "God" that they claimed and worshipped?! WHAT is the "Holy Spirit" that they insisted to be living in everyone's heart?! WHERE is the evidence that proves these supernatural being's existence?! WHEN is all these dust, settling?! I hang on a snapping thread on this broken bridge of life Tell me all this and I can't bring myself to believing. What's actually wrong with me! To not be able to face reality like a history text?! These are all hallucinations. These really are. Monday, September 15, 20089:21 PM  "Symphony" Sarah Brightman Credits: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/sarahbrightman/symphony.html I don't know what I'm supposed to say When now suddenly you feel so far away And you're not prepared to talk And if you're now afraid to listen Then I don't want to do this anymore Oh I don't know which way that I should turn Seems the more we love The more we have to learn And I keep staring into space Like it somehow has the answer So don't let the music end Oh my darling Symphony
It's gone quiet around us now How I wish you would hold me And that you never told me That it's better if you leave Look at the sun We're starting to lose all of the light Where we once burnt so brightly Tell me we might be Throwing it away Well you don't know what you've got until it's gone But then nothing ever hurt like holding on I am scared and unprepared And I feel like I am falling So can you tell me - Where did we go wrong? If everything is broken Then it's better that we give up And remember how we once had - Something beautiful. I truly understood how a song expresses one's thoughts and feelings, loves. Tuesday, September 2, 2008ISA TSD Practical MYE Assessment'o9 TPJChoir
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