 Currently 16 going 17 July 11th, 1992 TPJCian Ex-Queenstownian Ex-Fairsian Elemental Muse
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5:35 PM  Yes! My mind's blank. And I so felt like blogging. Sometimes, I just don't understand myself. That uncontrollable urge to do things when I'm just not supposed / suitable to do so. And yes. I shall write with absolutely no motive. For no reason I shall continue. Read on if you want to. I have no rights to ever stop you. Okay. A tiring week had just passed. An even more torturing week ahead. Mime, work, piano, social. Crap. I think this is worse than O levels. I'd rather stare at those lifeless books, hoping to absorb enough "words" to, yeah, live on?! Was discussing about promotions with my piano teacher and guess what. I quote: "You only need ANY 2 A level PASSES to enter ANY University course." Bloody hell right. I have no comments, seriously. But I'd rather be safe than sorry. I shall research for Uni courses entry requirements... After new year. =) I was caught for slacking in basement 2 and not attending the weekly Sunday school. Oh right. And Weifang lao3 shi1 actually knew EVERYTHING. I swear that I didn't tell anyone about anything! Okay. As for why I skip, don't ask me because I won't tell. Unless you're really somebody to me. I know that I shouldn't be doing this. Drowning myself in the depths of fantasy. Dreaming seems to be a thing of the past... But I want to venture into oblivion. I want to be in a state where I can be alone, where I can indulge in the comfort of your touch; your love. And then again, I knew that I'm only riding my magic carpet; the one that will take me far and wide, to a place where no one knew, to a place where I can be with you. Absurd as it may be, I know I wouldn't attain your love. The picturesque image appeared yet again in my mind. Yes, I can't let you go. No, I may never be able to do so. And I'm on the hedge, like I always am. Not ready to cross over. The two sides ever so appealing. Science as facts and faith as fiction. Crazy ideas filled my mind. And yes, if I have the capital, I will execute them all. Ludicrous connections made logical in my mind. The prophecies of Revelation are drawing closer by the minute. Why am I not able to live life casually as I was just a few years back. Visions of the left behind came and go. I see the skies turning dark. I stood as the ground tremble in fear for the crushing universe. I don't want to know so much! Thank you for bearing with my randomness. Say its crap. Say its nonsense. Say its just another of my post. Read it again if you don't understand. Frankly, I think that "the philosophy of man" is a subject that I should be entertaining. Sunday, December 14, 2008ISA TSD Practical MYE Assessment'o9 TPJChoir
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